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i just want the pain to stop
bc i love him so much
i really fuckin' do ...
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[18 Dec 2005|10:19pm] |
i'm in love .
and i ALMOST have everything with him (( knock on wood ))
i never thought'd i'd ever feel this way about anyone again
but he proved me wrong =)
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[25 Aug 2005|12:04am] |
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Dear Lou,
Wow, so here we are again. and who would have thought it was 2 years later already
i really don't know what to say anymore
i'm at such a loss for words, it's crazy.
I miss you so much, and it seems all the memories i have are slowly slipping away and it scares me. I used to be able to play the conversations over and over in my head, and remember all the fun times ... but now it seems like i have to search deep in my memory further and further everytime i think about you, which happens to be everyday
i must say that i'm surprised i even lasted this long, i thought when you lost the one you love you weren't supposed to live either . but now that i think about it i'm not living really. i'm dead inside, and i have to live with it everyday. I just wish i could talk to you one last time, hug you one last time, or even just hear your voice one last time.
Or even better, just be able to go back in time and be able to come out and tell you how i really felt. But i have to face reality and realize that it can't be done.
What i really just wanted to say was how much i miss you and love you, and can't wait to meet you there. I hope you'll be waiting for me, i pray everyday that you are, and i pray everynite that you're okayy.
" This worlds an ugly place, but you're so beautiful to me"
RIP LOUIS VINCENT DIGREGORIO<3
* it is a curious thing the loss of a loved one, its like walking up the stairs to your bedroom in the dark, and thinking theres one more stair then there is, your foot falls through the air and theres a sickly moment of dark suprise*
<l3
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[16 May 2005|08:53pm] |
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so today was possibly one of the worst day ever
well not possibly, it was
one of my best friends and best guy friend by far
was sent away
and i can't help but still cry, even though i found out like after 5th period
it sucks, it really does
we didn't start being close till this summer where he went from being the kid who used to just pick me up and swing me around when he saw me, to one of the best friends i will ever have
i can always count on him for everything, and he always knows when somethings wrong
and it's great to have someone threaten to beat up everyone that made you pissed off or really upset
he's the only real gentelman i know, and i just wish guys could be more like him these days
but before i start rambling, lemme just say that these next 30 days are gonna suck without him
and hopefully it'll just be 30 days, and not more
because honestly, you never really know how much you need you're friends untill they're gone
</3
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[02 Apr 2005|06:43pm] |
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whoa... haven't updated in a while
not much been goin' on
moved into my new apartment like rite by wendy's
it's okayy i guess, closer to town and ria, so that's cool
today was cool >> got to hang with karen and dan for a lil, which is always fun * they're so cute and i love them both <3
tonite should be fun, gonna hang with ria, destiny, kristin and karen =) all my fav girls
and umm yea that's it
dunno what's really been goin' on lately with things >> they're good, they're not, it's confusing
but i love it non the less,
and i hope things work out the way i want them to
but i guess we'll just have to wait and see ...
leave one if you love me <3 xox
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[06 Feb 2005|08:31pm] |
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okay so me and maria went with my mom to see chicago on broadway for her sweet 16 gift !
and then today we went up to connecticut early to see jessica at college ... it was fun, and it's reallyyy nice there !!
by the way ... new icon ... who likes ? and yes it actually is me
( our night in the city, and in the car on the way to connecticut ... <3 )
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[26 Jan 2005|11:33am] |
i am in love with the gotti's <3
what a night =)
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[02 Dec 2004|07:23pm] |
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okayy well my journal is fixed ... kinda
i just need the code to make the text move, and not thee background
and then i'm good
anyone have it and know where to put it ?
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[01 Dec 2004|10:36pm] |
if anyone can help me with this journal
that would be greatly appreciated
durin' the like 15 minute blackout i was re-doin' my journal
and all my overrides got deleted in my customizing box
i've been workin' for like an hour to try and get them back
but i can't put together overrides myself
if anyone would like to help me
pleasseee do so
because lj keeps e-mailing me think that because everything got deleted that iwant to erase my journal
soo umm help
now
thank you, and good nite
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[24 Oct 2004|11:20am] |
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maria's not gonna be hear like 2 days next weekend =(
i think i need to hang out with nicole
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[19 Oct 2004|03:30pm] |
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i feel so useless
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[14 Oct 2004|09:49pm] |
not sittin' with anyone,
and bein' dithced at lunch
makes me feel like i'm in second grade again
i hated 2nd grade
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as the tears streamed down her face, i couldn't understand
why would anyone wanna do that to such a beautiful person ?
i'm sorry i didn't really know what to say,
i'm not very good in situations like that
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[02 Oct 2004|06:29pm] |
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new icon
kept the layout, can't just get rid of the wonder years
i honestly don't care if you don't like my icon
or have anything bad to say about it
because i'm for president bush
if you have a problem
oh-fucking-well
=)
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[19 Sep 2004|08:11pm] |
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oh what a night ...
learned so much from jess and ria <3
i think it's time for a trip to dunkin' donuts with music ria
=D
na na na na na na na na , sheets of egyptian cotton !!!!!!!!!
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[14 Sep 2004|06:56pm] |
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[11 Sep 2004|02:13pm] |
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i just made a really big entry and it got deleted so i'm gonna make this quicker click if you wanna hear about some good times <33
( awesome nite <33 )
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